November 2009
Why do I do any of the things I do?, Why have I spent all my life wanting to be someone else?  When did all of this happen? you wake up one day and realize nothing is how it was supposed to be, nothing’s gone right
Nov 16th
I find that I hate myself for not doing thing I couldve done For saying one thing But doing the other Follow your heart But the war rages on between Jack and piggy My head immediately contradicts my heart Andif I had known from the start Maybe thing wouldve been different But I hate myself for never letting Jack win It’s always my mind that gets the last say And nothing ever goes my hearts...
Nov 1st